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I think I don't have friends ( how pathetic....) . I have lots of friends, but close friends....nada. All my close friends dok jauh2 and I haven't met them for decades. Tingin gak nak wat cam orang lain..go for a girls' day out...minum2, gossip2, hang out. Owh..best nyer. But ntah la...in my dreams jelah. A woman once told me that, once u've become a wife...and a mother, you have to let go all those things. Duhh! Not that I will forget who I am if I go out and about......sometimes, I also need some time for my self, a break...just to relax.....to find my real self again...so then when I come back..I'll be a better wife and a better mom. *sigh.