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Hari tu masa my Ayang pegi Indon dia beli kan saya kain pasang,bulih la buat baju kurung. Untuk jiran2 dan kawan dia ,dia beli kan kopiah ngan key chain. Jadi la .....ole2 dari Indon. Sebelum tu masa dia pegi Terengganu dia beli keropok lekor......uish sedapnyer....bulih la jugak bagi kat jiran2 and kawan2 sikit sorang, Jadi la buat rasa2 dan tanda. Pastu dia pegi pulak ke Lahad Datu dia beli buah salak. Korang suker tak buah salak? Saya dulu tak suker buah salak...kelat...berkerut seribu muka ni kalau makan...sampai my Abah kata rugi la tak suker makan buah salak...tp ntah bila saya suka plak makan buah salak skang....sedap la pulak buah salak kat sini, manis2 belaka. Masa pegi KK weekend lepas macam dia beli untuk anak2, from head to toe. Saya cumer beli kan hair band untuk semua my girls yg rambut dah bulih diikat dan sepasang anting2 perak untuk Sophea. Pastu dah balik Keningau baru la saya teringat nak beli brooch. Dah lama tak beli brooch...ingat nak beli la barang seketul d...

Lately I kinda tak der mood nak update blog. Though ada cerita yang nak di kongsi but, ntah.... Well, last Saturday we went to KK, pegi pon dah petang dalam kol 3 sebab pagi tu Sophea ada kem bistari solat ker aper ntah kat skolah dia sampai kol 1.30..so tunggu dia balik...siap2 sumer kol 3 lebih baru jalan. Kami bermalam dekat Promenade Hotel and Apartments. Ok lah...not bad la...pegi Centrepoint malam tu jalan kaki jer kami 6 beranak.....well, Aina of kos la duk dalam stroller. OOoo......I gues maybe sebab I dah lama tak jalan2 dengan bersungguh2 that's why my right knee hurts so bad kot? Hmm..... yup, my knee is aching. Sakit la....macam tersalah urat pon ada. Walaupon takder la sakit sangat sampai takleh nak jalan ke aper tapi tak selesa la...dulu2 zaman muda2 dulu my right knee tu dah pernah injured, terkehel masa training silat. Sakitnyer tuhan saja yang tahu...tambah2 plak my boyfriend (currently my hubby la) pon ada...so ngengada pon lebih laa...hahaha. Adala pergi berurut ...

Hehehe...tajuk kat atas tader kena mengena ngan apa2 it's just that I'm kinda lazy to update my blog, lots of idea but lack of inspiration. I slept late last night (or should I say morning?). I had a loooooooooong chat with my dearest cousin. We talked about life, how much we've grown how much we've shared things together, how much secrets we've kept between each other. When I was a kid I couldn't wait to grow up because as grown ups I could do things that I wanted to do, I wouldn't be scolded by other grown ups, I could go anywhere I liked and anywhere I wished, I could have my own job (at least I had a dream of getting myself a firm job), earn my own money , and I could whatever and however I wanted with it ! That was what I thought when I was still a little kid. And now when I'm finally a grown up myself ...how I wished a was small kid again. Huhuhuhu....small kids no need to bother about paying the bills, fixing the lamp or the fan...or the car...all...

aku ni, dari hari tu lagi ..kejap2 bukak Airasia nyer web..pahtu MAS ....kang nanti bukak lagi...air asia, MAS...MAS, airasia.... dari takde offer sampai ada offer sampai la offer dah habis... dok tengok..dok studi harga2 tiket.... aduhai...ikut hati memang nak balik, tapi....ntah.... tader ker orang nak sponsor tiket? ekekeke... hari tu kira yang MAS sumer2 harga tiket balik dari KK sampai ke KB pergi balik utk kami 6 beranak ni Rm5k lebih....tadi kira lagik....dah jadik RM4k lebih plak.... ntah2 besok kalu kira lagik dia jadik RM3k lebih plak kot ? hahaha...impossible....

Hari ni aku nak bercerita pasal rumah pulak. Rumah2 yang penah aku tinggal.....dari aku kecik sampai la sekarang ni. Sejak aku kawin for the past 7 years aku dah tinggal di 4 buah rumah termasuk la rumah sekarang ni. Rumah yang mula2 kami tinggal ialah rumah No. 147, Taman Luagan. It was a semi detached house with 3 bedrooms and 2 bath rooms. Rumah tu nak kata besar...tak la besar...okayla...tp besar skit la dari rumah skang sebab semi-D kan...pastu ada laman yg luas....tepi belakang but unfortunately masa tu aku tak memang tak minat pon nak menanam ke aper....so gitu jela. It was a full-furnished house so for a newly wed like us (masa tu laa..) memang elok sangat la...orang kata just masuk cuci kaki jer. Sumer dah ada.....sampaikan tukang potong rumput pon tuan rumah upahkan. Tahun 2002 kami pindah ke rumah No.43, Taman Fajar plak.....rumah ni kecik skit..... perabut and peralatan elektrik sumer ada jugak la.....tp aku tak tahu la...aku sker sangat dok situ walaupun tak ramai kengkawa...

I'm really glad to tell you that Aina has finally meniarap....aper yer meniarap? lying on your stomach ?hehehe....pantang baringkan dia nanti mesti dia akan turn over and meniarap......haa..turn over, that's the word right? Seingat2 aku la...among my doters yang paling lambat sekali meniarap ialah Sophea at 5 months young baru meniarap while yang paling cepat sekali meniarap is Yasmin, at 2 months and 10 days.....tp,walaupun dia cepat meniarap,cepat merangkak and berdiri tp dia lambat skit jalan....omo 1 tahun 2 bulan baru jalan..merangkak la paling lama. Aina ni tak tahu lagi la sebab baru jer pandai meniarap. Suker Tengok dia meniarap..alahai.....anak mak dah pandai meniarap dah....hehehe, macam ni la jadik mak kan...ada la anak berapa ramai pon but bila setiap anak pandai satu2 stage tu rasa seronok giler......rasa macam satu pencapaian yang amatlah besar. Hehehe..... Ish, lambat nyer my Ayang nak balik from Indon. Nak kirim aper yer kat dia? Aper yg best and murah kat sana?...

Ish..tak best nyer kena tinggal dek suami. Buring betul....! Kalau bulih ikut kan best....tp tu la,tok leh ikut. My Ayang has flown to Jakarta this evening and he won't be home until next Monday. Though I'm used for being left home with the kids for several days if my Ayang had to leave town, it's still not easy for me to let him go everytime, though I understand that it's his job but I just don't like being left so often. Well I guess.....who does , right? Ayang, cepat la balik yer......I miss you so much....huhuhuhuhuuu..... Today I baked Double Chocolate Chips Muffins for the kids and they love it so much ! Kejap jer habis....so I decided to bake some again tomorrow morning for breakfast and Sophea can bring some to school too. As for Sophea, since Ayah is not around she had to go to school with Kak Min, our good neighbour. Kak Min's kids go to the same school with Sophea. Bila terpaksa menumpang2 ni...bertambah2 semangat nak amik lesen keta.....tambah2 plak ...

This entry is specially dedicated to Mak Ude....enjoy Aina's photos okay....

Aina dah masuk 4 bulan so today we went to the clinic for her regular monthly check up. Wafa my good neighbour pon tumpang skali for her baby boy's check up. Aina weighs 6.3kg at 4 months young. Okayla tu.......normal weight.Not too heavy and not too light. Just nice and sesuai la dengan mak nyer yang bukan la besar sangat. Hehehe..... Anyway, my Ayang pon sedang busy skang ni. Ada badminton tournament peringkat Sabah kat Keningau. Luckily jugak Keningau jadi host so at least my hubby no need to leave town. Otherwise, by now me and the kids dah kena tinggal dah....huhuhu. The tournament ends by this Thursday. Back from clinic I had to prepare Sophea for school. Nasib baik la masa aku dok kat klinik tu my Ayang dah bawak all the kids , excluding Aina la fo course, makan2 so tader la aku nak kena rush masak la pulak. But aku still masak for lunch and masak pon simple2 jer. Tumis sayur, goreng ayam and special for me...Sambal Tumbuk. Hehehe.... I wonder why......? kenapa ada certai...

Aku nak jalan2 la...nak pegi situ, nak pegi sini. Best nyer kalau dapat jalan2. Sebab nyer dah lama benar tak jalan2. Sejak dok Sabah lebih dari 7 tahun ni aku baru sampai Ranau dan Kudat jer. Contrary with my hubby, he had been almost all over Sabah, so tak aci kan? kehkehkeh... Dulu2 kitaorang plan nak panjat Gunung Kinabalu tu . Nak angkut sume anak2 skali...so nak tunggu la Laila besar skit....alih2 dapat Yasmin...so postpone...pastu dapat Aina plak....kenala postpone lagik.....nampak gaya kenala postpone utk satu jangkamasa yg lama la jugak......tu kitaorang punyer angan2 la. Pastu kami jugak ada merancang nak pusing2 pulau2 di Sabah ni yg memang cantik2 belaka. Yang ni tak tunggu anak2 besar pon boleh pegi gak cumer tu la.....banyak sangat rancangan nyer sampai tak jadi2 nak pegi. Pernah jugak wat "Tabung Trip ke Kuching".....tapi last2 tabung tu jadik tabung ketika "kesesakan" jer...hahaha....hadoi..... A few friends of hubby's are planning of going to M...

tak tahu nak buh tajuk aper. well, hari ni aku dapat gud news....Alhamdulillah..dah lepas......lega la skit rasa. Apa yang dah lepas tu? Well....sori la yer...tokleh reveal lagi tunggu dah confirm...dah ada depan mata baru la leh reveal. Okay! Semalam aku pegi la rumah jiran aku ni nak tgk her newborn baby. Comey jer baby nyer...kecik molek...rambut pon lebat an only 57 days - young. What really startled me was when she told me that she already gives solids to her newborn baby. Owh......! I....I.....didn't know what to say, rasa kesian sangat kat baby dia tu.....kecik2 lagi dah bagi makan ......aku nak pandai2 kata tak boleh, takut dia kata kita pepandai nak mengajar dia so I didn't say anything. Dia kata mak dia yg suh bagi makan....baby tu tak kenyang sebab tu asik nangis jer memanjang. Well, that's how babies communicate through their cries. They cry when they're hungry, they cry when they're sick, they cry when they want attention. That's what babies do. A...

Yup, the school session has started again and I'm back to my routine. Getting the elder girls ready for school..rushing here and there. During the school holiday we didn't go anywhere, not even to Tenom or Tambunan but it was fine with me. In fact, I didn't expect of going anywhere. I just got a bad news from my very best cousin. She just had a miscarriage. Pity her....I hope she's doing just fine. It's ok......leh cuber lagik. Usaha Tangga Kejayaan! I'm running out of idea.......

I finally got my own electric mixer ! My Ayang la yang beli...saper lagi...dia la yang sungguh2 nak beli and aku yang sungguh2 nak. Hahaha....actually, aku tak kisah sangat lambat skit pon beli....tp orang kata macam orang mengantuk disorongkan bantal, bila dia offer nak beli 2 hari lepas aku pon YES saje la...aku nak beli hand mixer jer...jadikla...yang brand Philip tp my Ayang kata nanti lenguh la tangan nak kena pegang....ala....selama ni lagi la lenguh pakai whisker tu jer.....wat kek,wat krim...wat roti pizza donut segala tu uli pakai tangan ku yg kecik ni jer tau....! Pilih2 punya pilih last2 beli Khind Stand Mixer .....Khind ni okay gak brand dia kan ? Bukan aper...orang kata alang2 membeli biarla yang bagus qualiti nyer. Kalau ikut hawa nafsu tamak haloba aku of kos ler aku tingin nak Kitchen Aid tue.....aiseh...meleleh air liur siot.....tp tu la....kot yer pon ukur la ngan poket sendiri...eh,bukan..poket laki ku...tima kasih Yang......tima kasih daun keladi....lepas ni nak Fo...

(aiseh..apesal tokleh nak upload gambar plak nie.....? takper...nanti edit semula...)

The general election is just around the corner. Me and hubby tak balik though we both registered. Sayang nyer kan? Even a single vote is priceless because that single vote can make a lot of difference. Some of our friends do get return flight tickets and I really hope that they make the perfect choice. I know they will. I don't want to talk much about elections since everybody is talking about it. But that doesn't mean I don't follow the election progress (aper punyer ayat daaa...) . Most of the things that I read makes me sick..... I heard this song or should I say nasyid by this all-boys group called NIRWANA...but I forgot the song's title later this evening and it reminds me of my good old times with my sisters...Jie..Siti..Ahlami...Adik......we used to make fool of ourselves....and laughed .....we liked to imagine things that beyond reality like having a Kelantan Football team that insists of speaking ONLY Kelantan dialect despite of taking part in an international ...

The baking mood is still there...especially cupcakes! These are the cakes I baked yesterday. Aren't they lovely ? Sweet to your eyes....even sweeter to your mouth. But I still have a lot to learn when it comes to decorating the cuppies. I don't attend any classes and I learn it all from the internet and I've improved my self. Not equipped with proper tools and instruments is not an excuse for me to expand my interest. In fact, it makes me to be more creative. Before I had my oven, I tried cake recipes that only required me to steam and I still prefer steamed chocolate cakes ! Before, I never knew what is whipped cream..what is piping jelly...what is creamwell and all the baking stuffs. Really ! And now all the stuffs are important ingredients that you can surely find in my kitchen.I never thought I would say this.....I enjoy cooking..baking...being in the kitchen and trying new recipes. And I'm proud of myself, hehehe.

I'm sorry for the delay to inform that we have just got another new member of the family. Though both parents have just being in our family for less than two years but they have been a wonderful company to all of us..especially for my Abah. I'd like to welcome the latest member of our family who was born on 22nd of January 2008 - Masa, son of Saat and Ketika . Saat is indeed a very proud father since he had the chance to witness the birth of his first offspring from the very beginning to the end. Ketika is reported to be in an excellent condition and so does the "baby boy". He (the baby) managed to make his first step just minutes after being delivered which is a good sign. This is the photo of Masa in attempt to make his first step. Masa bin Saat Ketika is encouraging her son to make his first step. "Come on son...you can do it....."

Here I am at half past one in the morning...trying hard to jot down something out of my mind....out of my heart. I used to love writing and I even thought of becoming a writer or a journalist. I wrote things that I love and hate, things that touched my heart, things that I enjoyed and don't and lots more. But despite of the different things..it all came from one source, straight from my heart. I also had always loved singing. I event took part in several singing competition, seriously ! But I didn't win. I guess it's in my blood since my father was a good singer (he even had a commercial name- Ahmad Jaafar , hehehe ), well I think he's still is but now he only "sings" the words from the Holy Quran. My Kakak can sing well too...and so does my sister Ahlami.....owh....she loves to sing which everybody knows, just like me. If she didn't sing she would hum. Even my brother Welloh enjoys singing....he sings for dikir barat .....owh...how I love dikir barat . A...

My Beloved Ma and Abah Wan Muhammad & Wan Hasnah's Family (December 2007)