The Journal

Ish..tak best nyer kena tinggal dek suami. Buring betul....! Kalau bulih ikut kan best....tp tu la,tok leh ikut. My Ayang has flown to Jakarta this evening and he won't be home until next Monday. Though I'm used for being left home with the kids for several days if my Ayang had to leave town, it's still not easy for me to let him go everytime, though I understand that it's his job but I just don't like being left so often. Well I guess.....who does , right? Ayang, cepat la balik yer......I miss you so much....huhuhuhuhuuu..... Today I baked Double Chocolate Chips Muffins for the kids and they love it so much ! Kejap jer habis....so I decided to bake some again tomorrow morning for breakfast and Sophea can bring some to school too. As for Sophea, since Ayah is not around she had to go to school with Kak Min, our good neighbour. Kak Min's kids go to the same school with Sophea. Bila terpaksa menumpang2 ni...bertambah2 semangat nak amik lesen keta.....tambah2 plak

This entry is specially dedicated to Mak Ude....enjoy Aina's photos okay....

Aina dah masuk 4 bulan so today we went to the clinic for her regular monthly check up. Wafa my good neighbour pon tumpang skali for her baby boy's check up. Aina weighs 6.3kg at 4 months young. Okayla tu.......normal weight.Not too heavy and not too light. Just nice and sesuai la dengan mak nyer yang bukan la besar sangat. Hehehe..... Anyway, my Ayang pon sedang busy skang ni. Ada badminton tournament peringkat Sabah kat Keningau. Luckily jugak Keningau jadi host so at least my hubby no need to leave town. Otherwise, by now me and the kids dah kena tinggal dah....huhuhu. The tournament ends by this Thursday. Back from clinic I had to prepare Sophea for school. Nasib baik la masa aku dok kat klinik tu my Ayang dah bawak all the kids , excluding Aina la fo course, makan2 so tader la aku nak kena rush masak la pulak. But aku still masak for lunch and masak pon simple2 jer. Tumis sayur, goreng ayam and special for me...Sambal Tumbuk. Hehehe.... I wonder why......? kenapa ada certai

Aku nak jalan2 la...nak pegi situ, nak pegi sini. Best nyer kalau dapat jalan2. Sebab nyer dah lama benar tak jalan2. Sejak dok Sabah lebih dari 7 tahun ni aku baru sampai Ranau dan Kudat jer. Contrary with my hubby, he had been almost all over Sabah, so tak aci kan? kehkehkeh... Dulu2 kitaorang plan nak panjat Gunung Kinabalu tu . Nak angkut sume anak2 skali...so nak tunggu la Laila besar skit....alih2 dapat Yasmin...so postpone...pastu dapat Aina plak....kenala postpone lagik.....nampak gaya kenala postpone utk satu jangkamasa yg lama la jugak......tu kitaorang punyer angan2 la. Pastu kami jugak ada merancang nak pusing2 pulau2 di Sabah ni yg memang cantik2 belaka. Yang ni tak tunggu anak2 besar pon boleh pegi gak cumer tu la.....banyak sangat rancangan nyer sampai tak jadi2 nak pegi. Pernah jugak wat "Tabung Trip ke Kuching".....tapi last2 tabung tu jadik tabung ketika "kesesakan" jer...hahaha....hadoi..... A few friends of hubby's are planning of going to M

tak tahu nak buh tajuk aper. well, hari ni aku dapat gud news....Alhamdulillah..dah lepas......lega la skit rasa. Apa yang dah lepas tu? Well....sori la yer...tokleh reveal lagi tunggu dah confirm...dah ada depan mata baru la leh reveal. Okay! Semalam aku pegi la rumah jiran aku ni nak tgk her newborn baby. Comey jer baby nyer...kecik molek...rambut pon lebat an only 57 days - young. What really startled me was when she told me that she already gives solids to her newborn baby. Owh......! I....I.....didn't know what to say, rasa kesian sangat kat baby dia tu.....kecik2 lagi dah bagi makan ......aku nak pandai2 kata tak boleh, takut dia kata kita pepandai nak mengajar dia so I didn't say anything. Dia kata mak dia yg suh bagi makan....baby tu tak kenyang sebab tu asik nangis jer memanjang. Well, that's how babies communicate through their cries. They cry when they're hungry, they cry when they're sick, they cry when they want attention. That's what babies do. A

Yup, the school session has started again and I'm back to my routine. Getting the elder girls ready for school..rushing here and there. During the school holiday we didn't go anywhere, not even to Tenom or Tambunan but it was fine with me. In fact, I didn't expect of going anywhere. I just got a bad news from my very best cousin. She just had a miscarriage. Pity her....I hope she's doing just fine. It's ok......leh cuber lagik. Usaha Tangga Kejayaan! I'm running out of idea.......

I finally got my own electric mixer ! My Ayang la yang beli...saper lagi...dia la yang sungguh2 nak beli and aku yang sungguh2 nak. Hahaha....actually, aku tak kisah sangat lambat skit pon beli....tp orang kata macam orang mengantuk disorongkan bantal, bila dia offer nak beli 2 hari lepas aku pon YES saje la...aku nak beli hand mixer jer...jadikla...yang brand Philip tp my Ayang kata nanti lenguh la tangan nak kena pegang....ala....selama ni lagi la lenguh pakai whisker tu jer.....wat kek,wat krim...wat roti pizza donut segala tu uli pakai tangan ku yg kecik ni jer tau....! Pilih2 punya pilih last2 beli Khind Stand Mixer .....Khind ni okay gak brand dia kan ? Bukan aper...orang kata alang2 membeli biarla yang bagus qualiti nyer. Kalau ikut hawa nafsu tamak haloba aku of kos ler aku tingin nak Kitchen Aid tue.....aiseh...meleleh air liur siot.....tp tu la....kot yer pon ukur la ngan poket sendiri...eh,bukan..poket laki ku...tima kasih Yang......tima kasih daun keladi....lepas ni nak Fo

(aiseh..apesal tokleh nak upload gambar plak nie.....? takper...nanti edit semula...)

The general election is just around the corner. Me and hubby tak balik though we both registered. Sayang nyer kan? Even a single vote is priceless because that single vote can make a lot of difference. Some of our friends do get return flight tickets and I really hope that they make the perfect choice. I know they will. I don't want to talk much about elections since everybody is talking about it. But that doesn't mean I don't follow the election progress (aper punyer ayat daaa...) . Most of the things that I read makes me sick..... I heard this song or should I say nasyid by this all-boys group called NIRWANA...but I forgot the song's title later this evening and it reminds me of my good old times with my sisters...Jie..Siti..Ahlami...Adik......we used to make fool of ourselves....and laughed .....we liked to imagine things that beyond reality like having a Kelantan Football team that insists of speaking ONLY Kelantan dialect despite of taking part in an international

The baking mood is still there...especially cupcakes! These are the cakes I baked yesterday. Aren't they lovely ? Sweet to your eyes....even sweeter to your mouth. But I still have a lot to learn when it comes to decorating the cuppies. I don't attend any classes and I learn it all from the internet and I've improved my self. Not equipped with proper tools and instruments is not an excuse for me to expand my interest. In fact, it makes me to be more creative. Before I had my oven, I tried cake recipes that only required me to steam and I still prefer steamed chocolate cakes ! Before, I never knew what is whipped cream..what is piping jelly...what is creamwell and all the baking stuffs. Really ! And now all the stuffs are important ingredients that you can surely find in my kitchen.I never thought I would say this.....I enjoy cooking..baking...being in the kitchen and trying new recipes. And I'm proud of myself, hehehe.

I'm sorry for the delay to inform that we have just got another new member of the family. Though both parents have just being in our family for less than two years but they have been a wonderful company to all of us..especially for my Abah. I'd like to welcome the latest member of our family who was born on 22nd of January 2008 - Masa, son of Saat and Ketika . Saat is indeed a very proud father since he had the chance to witness the birth of his first offspring from the very beginning to the end. Ketika is reported to be in an excellent condition and so does the "baby boy". He (the baby) managed to make his first step just minutes after being delivered which is a good sign. This is the photo of Masa in attempt to make his first step. Masa bin Saat Ketika is encouraging her son to make his first step. "Come on son...you can do it....."

Here I am at half past one in the morning...trying hard to jot down something out of my mind....out of my heart. I used to love writing and I even thought of becoming a writer or a journalist. I wrote things that I love and hate, things that touched my heart, things that I enjoyed and don't and lots more. But despite of the different things..it all came from one source, straight from my heart. I also had always loved singing. I event took part in several singing competition, seriously ! But I didn't win. I guess it's in my blood since my father was a good singer (he even had a commercial name- Ahmad Jaafar , hehehe ), well I think he's still is but now he only "sings" the words from the Holy Quran. My Kakak can sing well too...and so does my sister Ahlami.....owh....she loves to sing which everybody knows, just like me. If she didn't sing she would hum. Even my brother Welloh enjoys singing....he sings for dikir barat .....owh...how I love dikir barat . A

My Beloved Ma and Abah Wan Muhammad & Wan Hasnah's Family (December 2007)

Yup, that's right. He's gone to Terengganu for a meeting until this Friday or probably Saturday. Due to a small mistakes , my Ayang only got the message this morning while his flight was at 11.45 a.m..the same morning ! There was no way that he could catch that flight so they ( the people who are in charged) had to reschedule my Ayang's flight to3.45 in the afternoon. Exactly at 12 noon he rushed to KK by a taxi. Tinggal laa aku 4 beranak......huhuhuuu... Owh....my photo is finally here, at last! I mean...my family photo that we took on Eidul- Adha last December.Thanks a lot Che' Jie, Yasmin really appreciate it, hehehe. Punya la lama tunggu Che Jie post....owh...memang cantik la gambar tue.....muka aku yg ada parut2 jerawat sumer jadik licin, ha! ha! ha! Bagus...bagus. I'm gonna frame and hang it at special corner in my house.

Hahaha...what a title. The truth is...I feel like updating something but I don't have the mood to do so. Gini lah...on Monday aku try wat Chapati for the first time. Rasa macam jadik kot...ingatkan anak2 tak makan sebab memang the kids tak pernah makan pon, so I decided to uli sikit jela..takut tak laku chapati gue....but lain pulak jadi nya.....laku la plak Chapati ku itu.....suker la plak anak2 makan cicah ngan kari ayam. So for lunch yesterday they had chapati for lunch. Sekejap jer licin pinggan. Ni yang buat aku semangat nak wat lagik. Kenyang rupenya makan chapati ni yer? :) anak2 sedang menikmati Chapati (yg boy tu anak member, tumpang gi skolah sama2 ngan Sophea) And I also baked some cupcakes with buttercream frosting. Thanks to my friend Riko for the recipe ! The kids love 'em so much ! Siap wat bekal gi skolah lagi. my cuppies As for today......I'm out of idea and spirit to cook anything. Aduhai.....nak suh my Ayang tapau kan KFC, malas la plak.....malas nak c

I have a confession to make.... I LOVE CHEESECAKES ! and since now I know how to make good, delicious, creamy and yummy cheesecakes I want to make 'em everyday! Owh.....gumuks la sayer kalau makan cheesecake hari2. But really.....I can finish the whole 9'' cheesecake all by myself and that's not good.....not good for my health. To those who have been thinking of trying a cheesecake recipe I highly recommend you to try this recipe . The ingredients are simple and easy to find and it's easy to make too. You can serve it with blueberry , topped 'em with whipped cream,drizzle with chocolate or just have it as it is ! Any way you like it....it's delicious. I think once you've tried this recipe, you'll never need to visit Secret Recipe anymore...oops! Hehehe... (this message is specially dedicated to my lil' sis- Jie, who loves spending her dime at Secret Recipe) sepotong jer ? mana cukup beb!

First and foremost I'd like to apologize to my handsome and honest nephew.. Wafi a.k.a Angah for this belated birthday wish.....Sowiiii yer Angah......you think I forgot? Nope...I never forget la.... So...Happy belated 12th birhtday to Ahmed Wafi Rashid which was celebrated on the 7th February......may Allah bless you always and good luck for your upcoming UPSR.....jadilah anak yang soleh....okay!

I guess...I'm not fun to be with, I guess.....I'm a bored person, I guess.....I am nobody, I guess.....I am not special...far from being important, I guess....I think too much, I guess......that's all. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Happy Chinese New Year everyone.....

I've been thinking of updating this blog for days....even when I was lying down while breastfeeding Aina I kept thinking of the words and stories to jot down. So here it goes.... I don't know why....but I love spending my time at the bakery supplier shop (and the kids too). I enjoy being there...much2 enjoyable if I could grab and buy a thing or two......well, of course baking and cooking stuffs. The kids love being there because they can buy jajan..... *shaking head. I buy my cheeses here.....my baking utensils.....and next I'm hoping to buy my basic decorating tools.....(dah aim dah satu set ni ...nampak kat Pasar Rakyat, hehehe) And I think cooking and baking is like a therapy to me......trying new recipes and applying new techniques. And this is my latest project.... Okay ker? this is my second attempt "playing" with whipped cream. The first time I tried the cake looked like as if someone had smashed their face on it. Despite of not having the right tools I st

Hehehe....some pics of Aina. My sweet little Aina sangat la baik and tak banyak karenah. Most of her photos taken when she's sleeping.....so ni ada photo Aina tengah nangis, hehehe..... Uwaaaaaaaaa.......!!!