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My eldest dah pon masuk darjah 1 ! Alahai...cepat nyer anak mak besar.....on her first day to school it was Ayah who sent her. If only I could go by myself it would've been me ....tapi nak wat cemaner. Keadaan tak mengizinkan. Kakak was doing just fine on her first day......tu pon berdozen2 taklimat aku bagi , hehehe.......siap pesan dekat my other half suh snap a few pictures of Sophea. Tak boleh...mesti amik gambar, at least by the time Sophea is all grown up she'll still remember how she looked when she first entered her Primary....if she happens to read this blog. Untuk Kakak....belajar rajin2 yer.....mak doakan semoga kakak akan berjaya sokmo.....mak sayang kakak sangat2....kakak dah besar rupenyer......

Finally we safely arrived in Kota Bharu. We could see the water was almost every where through the plane's window. Watch out everybody...! Kota Bharu is sinking.....! Hehehe.....We spent our first night at Kak Lah's since she was the one who was able to fetch us at the airport. Ma and Abah couldn't go anywhere.....the house was surrounded with water. The next day Kakak and family arrived from Singapore. Kak Lah also had to fetch them. After preparing ourselves with suitable suits for the banjir, off we head for Ma's house. We left all of our bags at Kak Lah's since it's almost impossible to get to Ma's house with all the big luggages. Kak Lah and Abe Miji parked their cars at Wakaf Mek Zainab ,the closest and safest spot that they could get. From there we had to walk.......waahhh...so many people! Old, young.... boys, girls....Some were on their way out to the town...some were on their way in, like us....some with childrens and small kids , like us too but I

We were still in Pulau Indah when I heard the news that the flood had come. Instantly I knew that my folks' house back in Kota Bharu was flooded too and when I told the kids, they were so excited and so anxious to be in the water to swim around....splash! Splash! My Ayang had already bought train tickets to Kota Bharu for all of us , of course we took the couch with beds for extra comfort....which was very critical for a 14 hours journey ! Arrgghh....! It's been a while since the last time we were on a train. To make things uncertain, a few days before our scheduled train there were landslides somewhere in Pahang and trains from Kuala Lumpur were stranded half way to Tumpat. Adoilaa......cemaner dengan our train.....boleh jalan ke tak ? We were crossing our fingers and praying hard, hoping for the good news. So the next day off we went to KL Sentral from Port Klang Komuter Station. Travelling with three little active kids and a 24 days young baby was not an easy task. We need

We left Keningau on the 29th of November and it was Kak Aton (and family) who sent us to the airport. Along the journey to KK I was holding myself not to vomit but Sophea and Laila couldn't. They vomitted twice and as usual I always had the plastic bag ready.....for the kids and for me, of course. In the flight the Yasmin was behaving well...and Aina too...she slept all the way. Our first stop was my hubby's kampung in Pulau Indah but since I was still in pantang.....aduhai....so I didn't go anywhere. Betapa tak best nyer balik kampung kalau tak dapat jalan2 especially the shopping part ....aargggghh! - One of the things that I had always looking forward everytime balik kampung. Memang best bab2 ukur shopping complex ni ! My Ayang pong tader ke mana2 sangat since tader transport.....huhuhu.....kesian juga dengan anak2 tak dapat bawak diaorang jalan2. Pusing2 kat pulau ajelah....next time yer kids...? Ayah bawak jalan2 kat jeti pulau....mak pon tak sampai lagi, huhuhu... K

I ain't no saint nor that I'm blind or deaf I can see, hear and feel things around me.... yet I choose not to... I guess, I finally succeed to make myself numb.

Yes.....! I definitely is back. It's really nice to see my PC again....it feels really good to feel the keyboard again....muah3x....hehehe......I have so many stories to tell and so many things to do as well. After leaving the house for almost a month we find dust everywhere. Owhh.....not so comforting. Just finished mopping the floor and rearranged my bedroom furniture. Penat nyerr....! My trip to kampung was a blast ! So many things happened....starting with my journey back to Kelantan which was not so easy.... banjir , my sis engagement.... Hari Raya.....but I'll update my stories later and of course with piccas attached. The kids were the ones who enjoyed the most, including Yasmin! Sweet little Aina was too young to understand. As long as she was full and her sleep was not interrupted she's happy.

It's quater past 3 in the morning and I haven't slept yet....ada a few things lagi yg perlu di settle kan. Ni pon curik2 masa skit utk update blog sebab lepas ni kena bercuti dari blogging...surfing and forumming.....huhuhuhu... My flight is at six thirty in the evening......balik semenanjung ni nanti balik kampung my hubby dulu....pastu baru balik Klate......unfortunately dekat kampung hubby tader internet access so tu yg kena la off duluk......balik Klate nanti barula ada chance untuk sambung balik aktiviti bertenet nih.. Okaylah.....tu jelah ......until we meet again! Chow!

Today, Aina turned 8...8 days....hehehe....and tali pusat Aina pon dah tanggal yesterday. We're also glad to inform that we're going back to kampung this 29th November, finally. After doing a lot of thinking and calculation we decided to change our flight ticket for the sake of Aina and me, of course. Though we had to spend another RM1000 ++ for the tickets (one way tu....! For average people like us...that RM1k is A LOT) but... takpelah, nak balik kampung punyer pasal. Owh...that is not yet included tickets to and fro KB.....arrgghhh! We'll settle that tickets later. Aina has been feeding well... Mak's milk of course (tiada kompromi...hehehe) , she doesn't even had jaundice, thank god. Actually, when she was 4 days young we took her to the clinic to have her blood tested for jaundice and fortunately she was free of it. She's been behaving very good...she only cries when she's hungry or when her diaper is overload, so Mak's routine (blogging and forums

I'm glad to announce that on November16, at 5.25 a.m I had safely delivered a new baby girl - Aina Rihana ....coincidently it was also on the same date as our 7th anniversary. Welcome to the family......! Alhamdulillah.....everything went just fine though I thought this one was kinda susah nak deliver...hehehe....even the placenta took some time to be delivered. Yasmin's reaction? well, she was sooooooo excited to see the baby.....everytime she heard the baby's crying she would get excited too.....she would stay next to the baby whenever I'm breastfeeding her..... I'd like to thank all the nurses at Dewan Bersalin and Maternity Ward of Hospital Keningau.. ..they have been very helpful, supportive and kind. Thanks so much for all the wishes and prayers from friends and relatives......

Ni aktiviti anak2 di waktu petang kat depan umah....tu pon kalau cuaca mengizinkan....hehehe...

Graduation Day dan Sukaneka PASTI 2007 Eh, takkan nangis kot Ngah...? tak laa.....hehehe. Nama awak sapa? : Manja... Nama yang betul2 ? : Manja laa..... (adeh....!) * Budak ni tak tahu nama penuh dia aper....hehehe....kelakar la plak. *********************************************************** Our new curtain......dah habis raya baru siap....hihihi,tak kisah la kan.....!

We're really proud of you two....! Hahaha....macam best jer tajuk tuh....actually last weekend (Saturday and Sunday) my two girls ada Graduation Day and Sukaneka. Seronok sakan diaorang....they performed nasyid....Quran reciting, story telling and of course...no dancing2.....hehehe...PASTI kan....anyway..it was fun to watch the kids on the stage....both Sophea and Laila dapat nombor dua....so of course la Mr.Mokhsin was very proud that both of his daughters were up on the stage to recieve the reward. "Sophea Munira bt. Mokhsin.....Laila Amani bt. Mokhsin......" hehehe....sapa tak bangga siot....walaupun baru kindi. Tak kisah la kan......to add the happiness and proudness Sophea also recieved the "Pelajar Perempuan Cemerlang 2007 Award ".....hehehe...yang ni memang tak sangka la....hopefullyberterusan la cemerlang la anak mak yerr..... On Sunday Morning plak ada sukaneka....mujurla venue nyer dekat jer dengan rumah....ada macam2 acara...in fact ada satu acara wh

Today, November 3rd, is my Ayang's birthday. It's his 31st......hmm....glad to say that you're over 30 huh...? I didn't prepare anything special since today we had Sophea's Graduation Day in the afternoon and right after that we had to rush to Kak Milah's house.....she had an Open House today. But tomorrow we'll celebrate yer...yang? Anyway.....Ayang....I'd like you to know that I'm very lucky to be your wife......I love you so much Yang....you've done a lot for all of us......from we had nothing to at least....we do have something. I enjoy every moment being with you as your wife...your friend...your lover.....you've been an understanding, great husband to me...and loving father to the kids.... Ayang ...I appreciate every single thing that you do to me....kalau saya nak apa2....even tgh2 malam and kena pegi banyak kedai pon Ayang sanggup....hehehe....tu la yang spesel sangat pasal Ayang.

Alahai....macam mana bulih almost terluper birthday anak mak sorang nieh....actually today is Laila's 5th birthday......dah besar dah anak mak ni yerr.....dah tadika dah pong kan? Angah, mak bukan luper la ngah...mak mesti ingat punyer! Untuk Angah...mak doakan semoga Angah akan jadi anak yang baik...yang solehah....yang rajin and hormat ibu bapa dan orang tua.....Angah dah pong pandai naik basikal tayar dua kan? Cayalah Angah...! Angah ni dulu lahir kuar kaki dulu....songsang....orang lain kuar kepala dulu dia nak kuar kaki dulu....mana2 lah Ngah....asal Angah sihat.... Oopppsss......! Angah ni kalau kat rumah mcm manja skit....selalu jer kena kacau dengan Yasmin...paastu nangis....hahaha...terbalik la plak, bukan Angah yang kacau Yasmin. Tapi kalau kat sekolah ker..kat mana2 ker....Angah tader plak manja2 or mudah nangis kan? elok jer kan? Oklah...nanti besok kita gi makan2 yer.....kita beli kek orait! Apa2 hal pong..mak and ayah sayang sangat kat Angah.....Angah ni mmg sweet....

This morning I woke with my head felling dizzy. I tried to stand still and steady but I kept feel like as if I was going to fall. Oh my....this is not good. Not good at all. I heard the phone rang a couple of times but I couldn't get to it. I had to lay down again...........ooo....I hoped that this dizzy thing would go away after a few minutes lying but it didn't. I had so amny things to do..the laundry....the breakfast....the house...the kids and the husband...... adoi....! Macam mana ni...? I told my Ayang that I have this weird dizziness so he told me to continue with my sleep...I shut my eyes and decided to do what my Ayang told me to.....sleep for a while. A while? Hehehe...when I found myself awake I saw my Ayang was bathing Yasmin....Sophea and Laila were having their lunch in their pyjama, hehehe......lunch? yes...it was already lunch when I woke up. The dizziness was still there but just a light one. Oo....thank you Ayang for taking over some of the chores. Thank you

This morning I had an appointment with the doctor. Went by 9.30....which was kinda late and back by 12.15......huhuhu.....had my tummy being scanned...had my baby being measured almost every inch and the doctor said that my baby's weight is estimated around 2.8kg at the moment....and of course my baby is still growing and gaining some weight.....well, all my kids were in their average weight when they were born...so - so....suits me as the mother. Sophea weighed 3.2kg when she came out from my belly.....and Laila was a little bit tiny.....weighed only 2.95kg...and not to forget she came out with her legs first.....hehehe..yup....breech. And Yasmin was 0.07kg heavier than Sophea when I first had her.....and this new member of my family...? hmmm....tak tahu lagi la baper ....and the sex? tak nampak..my baby is pemalu maa..... And later in the evening, we had our dinner at Hotel Juta.....my Ayang's School Annual Dinner . We were all in our Hari Raya outfit...except me, in my Mater

Lately...I easily get tired...and restless....with my big belly....and Yasmin- adoi..this little girl is really testing me..... lasak yang amat !Most probably the time is just around the corner.....well, I really wish that I'll deliver earlier than scheduled....so that I can balik kampung! Hehehe....but feeling restless is not fun .....I walk like a penguin.....I sleep like a whale.....it's not that I don't enjoy being pregnant but when it comes to the end of pregnancy.....whatever you do seems hard and uncomfortable. In fact..it is hard and uncomfortable. *sigh*...and gentle strokes on my back is heaven....owh....! People are curious to know my baby's sex....which I have no idea. Most probably because I've already had three beautiful angels so they're kinda excited to know if I'm expecting a baby boy. To be honest....I don't really care if it's a boy or a girl (again)...as long as my baby is healthy....I'd be most content. Why are people so da

Selamat Hari Raya from Mokhsin, Janna, Sophea, Laila, Yasmin and baby dalam perut....Keningau,Sabah. Since the first day of Raya I haven't got any chance to update....hari ni ada masa skit. Well, as I planned I prepared Satay....Nasi Impit ,Kuah Kacang for hari raya. Tak amik gambar because tak teringat and tak sempat , besides I was too tired spending half day"menyiang" the ayam ... so mmg tader mood nak amik gambar . Hehehe...anyway....as usual, our hari raya is filled with loads of food and lots of jalan2. Ziarah all friends is a must. Hari ni pon masih jalan2 jugak ....and I haven't cooked since the first day of Raya...hehehe.....and that's the best part. tak yah masak . We didn't have any specific day for friends to visit..they can come anytime the like. ..and I can go out whenever I like. Hehehe....although being away from our loved ones....but we're tough (yerr...la tue.) .Besides...this is not our first time....this our 5th year in row. Ok gak ra

Ni gara 2 baca blog norf la nie. ....hehehe....anyway norf ....my house preparation for raya is not any different than your house.....I mean...my mom's house (and my house... hehehe ). New curtains are only made every 4 years....or maybe...5 ...or 6....unlike my MIL's house....new curtain is a must....critical. Hehehe ....As for biskut raya .....my mom doesn't bake biskut raya ....very contrast to my MIL too.....no biskut raya means no raya for her.....she would stay up late almost every night just to prepare biskut raya ...at least 7 types of biskut raya . Not included all the chips.... kerepek ...sweets.... adeh ....!No wonder they do celebrate Hari Raya for the whole month of Syawal . My mom always says this to us..if you want biskut raya , do it yourself...so that was what we did. But nowadays....we just buy it. Hehehe .....my second sis buys some, my 3rd sis buys some....and so does my 4 th sis......and my eldest sis usually bakes some....so when some