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Alahai....macam mana bulih almost terluper birthday anak mak sorang nieh....actually today is Laila's 5th birthday......dah besar dah anak mak ni yerr.....dah tadika dah pong kan? Angah, mak bukan luper la ngah...mak mesti ingat punyer! Untuk Angah...mak doakan semoga Angah akan jadi anak yang baik...yang solehah....yang rajin and hormat ibu bapa dan orang tua.....Angah dah pong pandai naik basikal tayar dua kan? Cayalah Angah...! Angah ni dulu lahir kuar kaki dulu....songsang....orang lain kuar kepala dulu dia nak kuar kaki dulu....mana2 lah Ngah....asal Angah sihat.... Oopppsss......! Angah ni kalau kat rumah mcm manja skit....selalu jer kena kacau dengan Yasmin...paastu nangis....hahaha...terbalik la plak, bukan Angah yang kacau Yasmin. Tapi kalau kat sekolah ker..kat mana2 ker....Angah tader plak manja2 or mudah nangis kan? elok jer kan? Oklah...nanti besok kita gi makan2 yer.....kita beli kek orait! Apa2 hal pong..mak and ayah sayang sangat kat Angah.....Angah ni mmg sweet.......

This morning I woke with my head felling dizzy. I tried to stand still and steady but I kept feel like as if I was going to fall. Oh my....this is not good. Not good at all. I heard the phone rang a couple of times but I couldn't get to it. I had to lay down again...........ooo....I hoped that this dizzy thing would go away after a few minutes lying but it didn't. I had so amny things to do..the laundry....the breakfast....the house...the kids and the husband...... adoi....! Macam mana ni...? I told my Ayang that I have this weird dizziness so he told me to continue with my sleep...I shut my eyes and decided to do what my Ayang told me to.....sleep for a while. A while? Hehehe...when I found myself awake I saw my Ayang was bathing Yasmin....Sophea and Laila were having their lunch in their pyjama, hehehe......lunch? yes...it was already lunch when I woke up. The dizziness was still there but just a light one. Oo....thank you Ayang for taking over some of the chores. Thank you...

This morning I had an appointment with the doctor. Went by 9.30....which was kinda late and back by 12.15......huhuhu.....had my tummy being scanned...had my baby being measured almost every inch and the doctor said that my baby's weight is estimated around 2.8kg at the moment....and of course my baby is still growing and gaining some weight.....well, all my kids were in their average weight when they were born...so - so....suits me as the mother. Sophea weighed 3.2kg when she came out from my belly.....and Laila was a little bit tiny.....weighed only 2.95kg...and not to forget she came out with her legs first.....hehehe..yup....breech. And Yasmin was 0.07kg heavier than Sophea when I first had her.....and this new member of my family...? hmmm....tak tahu lagi la baper ....and the sex? tak nampak..my baby is pemalu maa..... And later in the evening, we had our dinner at Hotel Juta.....my Ayang's School Annual Dinner . We were all in our Hari Raya outfit...except me, in my Mater...

Lately...I easily get tired...and restless....with my big belly....and Yasmin- adoi..this little girl is really testing me..... lasak yang amat !Most probably the time is just around the corner.....well, I really wish that I'll deliver earlier than scheduled....so that I can balik kampung! Hehehe....but feeling restless is not fun .....I walk like a penguin.....I sleep like a whale.....it's not that I don't enjoy being pregnant but when it comes to the end of pregnancy.....whatever you do seems hard and uncomfortable. In fact..it is hard and uncomfortable. *sigh*...and gentle strokes on my back is heaven....owh....! People are curious to know my baby's sex....which I have no idea. Most probably because I've already had three beautiful angels so they're kinda excited to know if I'm expecting a baby boy. To be honest....I don't really care if it's a boy or a girl (again)...as long as my baby is healthy....I'd be most content. Why are people so da...

Selamat Hari Raya from Mokhsin, Janna, Sophea, Laila, Yasmin and baby dalam perut....Keningau,Sabah. Since the first day of Raya I haven't got any chance to update....hari ni ada masa skit. Well, as I planned I prepared Satay....Nasi Impit ,Kuah Kacang for hari raya. Tak amik gambar because tak teringat and tak sempat , besides I was too tired spending half day"menyiang" the ayam ... so mmg tader mood nak amik gambar . Hehehe...anyway....as usual, our hari raya is filled with loads of food and lots of jalan2. Ziarah all friends is a must. Hari ni pon masih jalan2 jugak ....and I haven't cooked since the first day of Raya...hehehe.....and that's the best part. tak yah masak . We didn't have any specific day for friends to visit..they can come anytime the like. ..and I can go out whenever I like. Hehehe....although being away from our loved ones....but we're tough (yerr...la tue.) .Besides...this is not our first time....this our 5th year in row. Ok gak ra...

Ni gara 2 baca blog norf la nie. ....hehehe....anyway norf ....my house preparation for raya is not any different than your house.....I mean...my mom's house (and my house... hehehe ). New curtains are only made every 4 years....or maybe...5 ...or 6....unlike my MIL's house....new curtain is a must....critical. Hehehe ....As for biskut raya .....my mom doesn't bake biskut raya ....very contrast to my MIL too.....no biskut raya means no raya for her.....she would stay up late almost every night just to prepare biskut raya ...at least 7 types of biskut raya . Not included all the chips.... kerepek ...sweets.... adeh ....!No wonder they do celebrate Hari Raya for the whole month of Syawal . My mom always says this to us..if you want biskut raya , do it yourself...so that was what we did. But nowadays....we just buy it. Hehehe .....my second sis buys some, my 3rd sis buys some....and so does my 4 th sis......and my eldest sis usually bakes some....so when some ...

Yup, tonight we went for Raya Shopping...well, not exactly shopping sakan ...because we took only half an hour to get the girls' baju kurung and shoes. That was all. We didn't have any theme colour this year..... ntah la ....kinda not in the mood of thinking of any theme. As long as the girls has the baju raya and the kasut raya .....it's still Raya . Hehehe ... Yasmin is too young to really understand the meaning of Hari Raya yet, so when we were trying to measure her size she kept running away.... " nanak ... nanak ..." ,translates - " taknak .. taknak " . She even refused to try the shoes.....but as we got home and her sisters started to put on all the new clothes complete with the shoes, then she got excited. Jumping around.....stumping her feet.... hehehe . She looked so cute in that baju kurung ......err.... tokleh reveal lagi ... nanti baju raya basi .... hehehe . There's one more thing that I wish I could get for the girls....(...

Nyum nyum ..... These are my project for tonight. Presenting......my homemade pineapple tart..! Actually, I'm not so into baking cookies. Baking cakes...preparing dishes like curry.. . gulai .. ..all kinds of nasi and lauk pauk is fine with me, but cookies...is not one of my enthusiasts, just like my mom. I don't know why but most probably because baking cookies demands a lot of time and patience. So every time Hari Raya I buy most of the raya cookies. Much2 convenient for someone like me. But this year....I managed to bake my own cookies instead of buying it! So far I've prepared two kinds of cookies - Biskut Suji and Pineapple Tart, both are our favourite ! Tahun ni tahun rajin buat biskut .... .and it is also my first time baking those cookies....I mean those two kinds of cookies. So since I'm in the " rajin " mood, I'm thinking of baking my own Almond London......I just need to buy some almonds and chocolate. That's all..... Ni bis...

It's 2 o'clock in the morning and I just couldn't sleep so I decided to update something .I've been reading my friends blogs and it seems that almost everybody has started their Shopping raya...except me. I've been very busy with my Laksam business that I lost count on how many days we've been fasting..until today....I found out that we'll be celebrating Raya in less than 2 weeks! Mak aii ... kejap nyer ! We haven't really gone for Raya Shopping......but the girls just get raya tops from their aunt, Che' Tie - my sis. Specially delivered from Sandakan. Che' Tie and Ayah Sae are going to celebrate Raya in Kelate..... huhuhuhuuu...jelesnyer ....Anyway, on behalf of Sophea, Laila and Yasmin....thank you Che' Tie and Ayah Sae for the lovely tops..... memang comey and suits the girls...they just love it very much.. .cume masa they opened the box and discovered the tops...Laila's first comment was... " Baju sajer ? "... sab...