The Journal

 Baru baru ni suami Mak bawa kami semua bercuti ke Kundasang. Kebetulan kakak ipar pon datang ke Sabah bercuti dengan keluarga so kami pon join la sekali. And kali ni Mak berpeluang untuk tengok bunga Rafflesia secara live! Seronok sungguh. !  I have lived in Sabah for almost 19 years but never once I got the chance to see the biggest flower in the world with my own eyes.  Tempat yang mak pegi tengok #rafflesia hari tu namanya Kokob Rafflesia Conservation Garden . Ia terletak kira kira 6km dari pekan Ranau. Tak jauh mana cuma jalannya memang kena lalu kampung orang.  Mula mula sampai tu terkejut jugak sebab tengok sampai kat rumah orang. Ingatkan salah tempat sebab tak macam garden pon. Hehe. Tapi rupanya memang dah betul. Lepas dah tulis nama dan bayar RM10 seorang tuan rumah tu yang juga merupakan pemegang amanah untuk menjaga Rafflesia ni pon bawa la kami masuk hutan di tepi rumahnya sahaja. Mak dah risau dah kalau masuk rainforest ni...takut ada binatan...

   For myself....

When i created this blog 14 years ago my purpose was to keep all my memories here. All the happiness, the sadness , whatever i felt i would keep it here. But as time went I seldomly updated it. I spend most of my times on FACEBOOK. But in facebook we can't post everything in it. Either we are too happy or too sad. We just can't. Especially not when we're unhappy. So whenever I feel down or mad I would turn to my blog. Expressing it here because I need to pour it out but I just don't want people to response to it. Because nowadays people do not read personal blogs! They only read gossip blogs. Hehe. But as I look again, if I keep doing that then my blog will only keep all the down side of me. All the negativity. It's the happiness that I want to remember and cherish the most. Like when I read my previous entries about my kids when they were still small I would smile and laugh to myself.  And I'm glad that I documented it in my blog. 😊 My blog is so preci...