The Journal

 I admit that I have changed.  A little. I think.  And I noticed there are some people who are close to me seem like feeling a little uneasy with my changes. Or is it just me feeling that way?  I guess it's me.  I'm sorry that I have changed.  I thought that you would be happy for me. For who I am.  I have to admit, I am sad. But that's okay. Because one thing that never changes is that I will always love you no matter what. I will love you for who you are. And  you are always in my prayers. 

I need to document this. My personal achievement.  My first 15km.  Tak pernah lagi lari sampai 15km.  Itu pon jenuh dok berperang dengan diri sendiri dalam kepala.  Kejap rasa macam boleh..kejap rasa macam nak buat 10km je.. Pastu rasa macam tak larat, 13km pon cukup lah....siyes banyak kali rasa nak give up.  Hari2 lah macam tu even nak lari 10km pon begitulah selalu. Haha!  Siapa kata lari ni best? Hahaha!  Saya la!  😆😆😆.  Actually yang best tu bila dah habis lari, baju habis basah lencun is so satisfying. Masa tengah lari tu tader la best sangat. Muka merah, sunburn lagi, tudung senget, rambut terkeluar, basah pulak tu....tak lawa sungguh rasa. Haha. Tapi esok mesti nak lari lagi.  Oklah. Lepas ni kita aim for HM plak ya. InsyaAllah.  #ilovetorun #tostayactive #strava #myrunningjourney