The Journal

I came to know arwah since he was my mother in law's first cousin and to make us even closer was because he also was posted to Sabah once he graduated. So we were the only family he had in Sabah. We seldom visited each other and usually whenever we went to KK we would also visited them. My husband and him also bought a house in the same housing estate.  Din, as we always called him eventhough we were supposed to call him paman ( uncle in Javanese) was someone who was always smiling. Kalau terbayang muka dia po mesti kita ternampak muka dia yang sentiasa murah dengan senyuman sampai nampak gigi.  Anak2 pon bila di tanya how do you see Atuk Din in your mind? Diaorang  pon akan cakap terbayang muka Atuk Din yang selalu tersenyum. He was a loving husband and father. Kalu pegi rumah dia kadang masa kita sampai tu dia bukak pintu sambil pakai apron. Tengah masak di dapur, Hehe. In fact masa malam kejadian tu pon Fiza cerita sebelum kena stroke tu dia tengah cuci pinggan, kema...

Last 4th June saya telah mendapat berita bahawa pakcik sepupu kepada suami saya yang kami panggil Din telah diserang angin ahmar. Saya ketika itu berada di rumah manakala suami telah pergi keluar memancing bersama sahabat2 nya. By the time saya mendapat berita itu saya terus segera menelefon isteri nya, Fiza untuk mendapat kepastian. Upon hearing my voice Fiza burst into tears. Saya dapat rasakan betapa dia berasa tidak tentu arah, tidak tahu apa yang nak difikirkan or more like bermacam macam perkara yang memenuhi fikirannya. Saya rasa macam nak terbang ke KK ketika itu juga namun saya ada beberapa kek yang perlu disiapkan. I tried to call my husband to break the news but to no avail, all my attempt failed. He was probably somewhere in the middle of the South China Sea and couldn't be reached. At first I wanted to go to KK by myself but then I changed my mind. I decided to wait for my husband and to go together with him.  Early in the morning we drove straight to /Queen Elizabeth ...